On a side note, I get the feeling that we’re done with this, so I think it’s time to start the leather zebra journal.
And my ear is bleeding because I won’t stop playing with my gauges.
HOLA EMILIA
So, I don’t know when you’re gunna read this, because it’s been so long since we’ve posted so we both rarely check anymore.
So, high school so far.. it’s been interesting. There’s so many damn people and all the boys wear cheap cologne and I can smell it miles away. I also hate that I pretty much have to run all the fucking time during PE, and it’s hot as tits so I can’t really wear my fierce shit yet. And I hate that there’s actually homework. It’s not really difficult, but it is time consuming. But what I do like.. I like my schedule for the most part, and I like the students for the most part. I like the Student Store, and I like how the locker rooms are set up so that everyone has one big locker. I like how there’s so much time between classes that I could fuck around and shoot heroin if I wanted to.
As for the whole social situation, it’s a fucking mess.
And you would know, and I’m sorry. But let me explain.
I’m completely ecstatic that I’m seeing Cristian everyday now. You know how much I love him, and how much he means to me. He’s been my best friend since 6th grade, and you know how upset I’ve gotten the two years after he left. We were growing apart, and it was driving me crazy. So now that we see each other everyday, things can be like old times. And plus, Tiffany, that Asian girl he’s always with has to be like one of the fucking funniest humans alive. And I LOVE hanging out with them..
But then there’s Tommy and Ben. And yes, yes, I know it’s pathetic how I’m still all over Tom, but I don’t know. I thought about it, and I don’t think I can never be UNattracted to him. I mean, if nothing happens between us, then yeah I’ll move on to someone else eventually but I think that I’m always gunna like him no matter what. Even if it’s just the teeniest bit. And honestly, it’s not even just because I like Tommy, but it’s also because I fucking love hanging out with Tom and Ben because they’re just awesome.
Conversations I have with Tiffany and Cristian are COMPLETELY different from Tom and Ben. Tiffany and Cristian are more like MHM WE DIV4$, and convos with Tom and Ben are more like laid back.
So this is kinda leading nowhere, so I’ll get straight to the point.
I don’t hang out with you at school because I’m confident our friendship will survive without us hanging out all the time.
Like in 8th grade, we only hung out for one class and afterschool, and you became my best fucking friend ever. You and I have a connection that Cristian, Tiffany, Tommy, and Ben will NEVER ever reach.
And I know you probably hate me, but I hope this all somehow makes sense?
Idk, I’ve pretty much left all my friends from last year behind too, and Idk.. it kinda sucks.. but that’s a different story.
Anyway,
it’s almost your birthday! And yeah, I cared enough to tell my parents “NO WE AINT GOING TO VEGAS ON EM’S BIRTHDAY NIGHT OKAY.” Which reminds me, if the offer still stands, I’d love to go to your birthday sleep over. And Idk about getting the extensions honestly.. I’ve actually been eating lunch and I don’t have money and if I do get money I’d rather get you something cool instead of something superficial. And also, the saturday night after your birthday I’m going to Vegas and if I have extra seats in my van then you should go.
“Your closet is filthy! Clean it up right now!”
“Alright, alright I’ll do it.”
*shuts closet door*
“Harmonia Nectere Passus.”
*whoosh*
“All done!”
| "Whats the name?" |
| "Situation." |
| "The name?!" |
| "Yes the name. Capital S-i-t-u-a-t-i-o-n." |
| "Whatever man." |
Reactions of different people:
- HP fans that had never read the books
- HP fans that had read the books
- The normal HP fans
- The HP geeks/HP fans that has known every little thing and detail of the books/HP hardcores
- Losers/Living under a rock or something
- Twihards
- Me?
I just rofled.
i know youll hate me for this but ill say it anyway..
ive been so into nevershoutnever lately. its ridiculous. theres constantly one of his songs stuck in my head and its all i listen to on itunes -_-
please dont kill me.